KANEDA, KANEDA I just keep repeating patterns, yeah, I need to make a change Am I normal, baby? Do you think I'm deranged? I-I just feel so different, but I really stay the same I-I-I wanna just live my life without feeling pain It's 4 A.M., hold the clock, time is moving Keep the arm, make it stop, feel so stupid I'm in my head again, I'm a loser I'm a weirdo, takin-drug abuser This time, yeah, this time is different I didn't wanna live to see my future or remember it But I can't do this, wasting time on pause I'm on the edge, 'cause I remember all my flaws This time, yeah, this time is different I didn't wanna live to see my future or remember it But I can't do this, wasting time on pause I'm on the edge, 'cause I remember all my flaws Just keep repeating patterns, yeah, I need to make a change Am I normal, baby? Do you think I'm deranged? I-I just feel so different, but I really stay the same I-I-I wanna just live my life without feeling pain It's 4 A.M., hold the clock, time is moving Keep the arm, make it stop, feel so stupid I'm in my head again, I'm a loser I'm a weirdo, takin-drug abuser This time, yeah, this time is different I didn't wanna live to see my future or remember it But I can't do this, wasting time on pause I'm on the edge, 'cause I remember all my flaws This time, yeah, this time is different I didn't wanna live to see my future or remember it But I can't do this, wasting time on pause I'm on the edge, 'cause I remember all my flaws (My flaws)