It's only in the quiet when my mind jumps
To laughing until we almost spit our wine out
So I break up the silence with a phone call
Jump into the shower and call my mom up
Listen, the issue is I think I've tried everything
The pieces don't seem to fit
So I get high, I cannot win
I'm dreaming of your face again
It must be nice on the other side
Of feeling like you're kinda dying
I can't erase it, I try to
Make up a reason
Why I don't like you
I'll spend my whole life
I'll spend my whole life
Leaving you
Whatever, mm
It's only in the evening when my jaw clenches
Locking up my teeth as I get older
And you are like the wire when your name is mentioned
It just feels like time has gotten slower
Listen, the issue is I think I'm pissing away
The pieces don't seem to fit
So I get high 'cause I just can't deal with it
'Cause it's never ending
It must be nice on the other side
Of feeling like you're kinda dying
I can't erase it, I try to
Make up a million reasons I don't like you
Why I don't like you
But I'll spend my whole life
Baby, I'll spend this whole life
Leaving you
Coastin' through nothing
Seventeen years of throwing out numbers
And watching 'em burn
It must be nice on the other side
Of feeling like you're kind of dying
I can't erase it, I try to
Make up a million reasons I don't like you
Why I don't like you
But I'll spend my whole life
Baby, I'll spend this whole life
Leaving you
I can't erase it
I try to, yeah
Make up a reason
Why I don't like you
Why I don't like you, but I'll
Spend my whole life
I'll spend this whole life
I'll spend my whole life
Leaving you
