I tried to be cool Covered up my arms in tattoos And I don't know why I barely get by But I'm still standing Sold it all and I hit the road Found myself a room and some vintage clothes I'm still lonely I met a beauty with bright blue hair Posted lots of pictures just to see who cares She says she loves me But I still feel ugly I tried to be cool Covered up my arms in tattoos And I don't know why I barely get by But I'm still standing I tried to fit in But I feel lost in my skin And I don't know how I got so far down But I'm still standing Lost some friends and fell out of touch Found a bottle and I drank too much It still haunts me I kept relying on the same excuse Told so many lies I forgot the truth It weighs on me But it's still hard to say sorry I tried to be cool Covered up my arms in tattoos And I don't know why I barely get by But I'm still standing I tried to fit in But I feel lost in my skin And I don't know how I got so far down But I'm still standing Heartbreak, strange days I'm still holding on All the falling and crawling And crashing and burning It all just made me strong I tried to be cool Covered up my arms in tattoos And I don't know why I barely get by But I'm still standing I tried to fit in But I feel lost in my skin And I don't know how I got so far down But I'm still standing