I'm always faded 'cause my brain won't let me get a second I need sedation to escape the thoughts my mind is thinking I'm so impatient and I know I need to stop and listen I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it I must be crazy, you just cause me pain and give no blessings Yeah I'm insane, I let you slide while you just leave me stressing I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression What will it take to finally say; "I've learned my lesson" A feeling that's in my bones There's secrets I'll never know Your mind is vacant, in a place that is so nihilistic Locked in a cage, you masquerade around like you're the victim You cannot change and I know fate has made up its decision I should erase you from the face of the world I exist in But I can't let go I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it I can't get close I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression A feeling that's in my bones There's secrets I'll never know Should leave but I can't let go I'm weak and I'm losing hope There's reasons I can't get close A feeling that's in my bones There's secrets I'll never know Should leave but I can't let go I'm weak and I'm losing hope There's reasons I can't get close I can't get close