Smoking a pack, I'll never get back, I'm lost in the cold, feeling alone Awaitin' the end of my days 'cause the bad in my life hittin' me and it never will fold Crawl from the trenches, I'm seeing the demon, he grabbing a hold Tellin' me that nothin' else matters but to be serving the ghost I'm lacking the patience, walkin' circles I'm pickin' up paces 6 feet below of me, all of you under me, fuck all of you doubters I hope you still follow me Markin' the day that I'll bet you'll see, then you claimin' you the kin of me Fuck all you bitches, you rot in the ditches, I'm givin' back what you all gave to me Testing me pushing me, I can't see clearly And I'm and I'm losing my mind Got this devil inside, losing my mind Destruction in my head, got me seeing red Demons by my bed like a silhouette Scratching on my walls, I can't get no rest Paranoia schizophrenic workin' at its fuckin' best, yuh I can feel the Devil watching every fuckin' day I love to watch these bodies just to rot and to decay Some may say I'm strange it's that UNAVERAGE fuckin' gang Better late than never, I won't ever fuckin' change