There it go, uh She's gone cold again Light it up Tonight she's with a friend 'Cause I don't know what else I could've said Well I do, but I don't care to say that You don't understand girl, I'm the fucking man girl And you don't understand girl, no one's ever loved you like I do Tonight I feel like drowning in the rosé Coldplay comin' out the speakers in the kitchen and the hallway Spanish girls in the cut, I call them Jose But I ain't married to my art, I cut the bouquet Foreign labels on the side of unfamiliar bottles ordered at a private club, the devil wore Prada too We'll be up all night and passin' out at noon, then wakin' up just in time to make round two And if I miss it because I sleep in, the weekend is right around the corner Light a swisher, keep the lights dim And don't remind me that she didn't come home or return any calls that I made to her phone while she was out I'm chillin' tryna keep myself distracted with some black and white photographs that feel so nostalgic I'm playin' myself, can't believe it lasted this long And I will watch her leave until it's gone You don't understand girl, I'm the fucking man girl And you don't understand girl, no one's ever loved you like I do I honestly thought that I didn't care, I probably thought that she'd always be here That's what I thought, she'd always be here, but now that she's gone I got nothing to fear 'Cause the worst that could happen though already has And this is how she reacted to love in the past And I say that I won't but I know I'll always look back and think of it one day, I hope that I laugh Who am I kidding? I'm filling my living room up with liquor and women They kickin' the mud into my condo The minute they ask if I'm single I'll fail to listen to some bullshit (Some bullshit) Aside from all the bullshit I carry with me in my luggage I guarantee I'll be the realist one that ever loved you Clearly I am tired from the struggle I better get some steroids, I don't have that kind of muscle now Red lights, just let me give this a go The first cut is deep but it missed my throat I just surround myself with people who are unimportant 'cause they argue 'bout my mind and their drinks imported You don't understand girl, I'm the fucking man girl And you don't understand girl, no one's ever loved you like I do All the city lights And the pretty girls I'm pretty sure this is what I want All the pretty lights And the pretty girls I'm pretty sure this is what I want And never be alone again