So you take a breath And tell me all the stupid shit you've done Crumble for a day and then become Whatever people want you to be Caught up in retrospect With what slipped through my fingers once again I'd kill for one more chance to make amends Write messages I know I'll never send So I sit back And I watch as you just fall apart The floor implodes, the spinning starts You say you're fine But you're lying through your teeth Then the lights go out and you're left holding on Lost in the way you walk Try smoking out the ruminating thoughts But forever landing back on this stone floor It hurts but it's not your fault So I sit back And I watch as you just fall apart The floor implodes, the spinning starts You say you're fine But you're lying through your teeth Then the lights go out and you're left holding on again Holding on again Oh, it's not something you try for a day If time endures a darkness When it rains, tell them you hear the good Just headphones on, misunderstood Try reaching but it comes out wrong Your folks can just stand by and watch But honest days just disappear I love you but you're never here You're told this time is not to waste Collapse stood in our fucking face And all the while, your friends cry out Tied up by the constant doubt Caught in between the lines of text Too young to die, but no fight left You scream inside a hurricane A spiral that I just can't explain