I'm riding from within I'm hiding from the sin Sometimes I wanna give into everything This sickness in my veins It's driving me insane Sometimes I lose control of everything I can't breathe anymore There's a monster deep down inside of me It comes alive while I'm beating through this disease It finds a way to keep coming back to me So why do I fight the monster inside? Decaying like a rose So hard on saying no Sometimes I wanna give into everything You're ripping me apart Tearing up my heart Sometimes I lose control of everything I can't breathe anymore There's a monster deep down inside of me It comes alive while I'm beating through the disease It finds a way to keep coming back to me So why do I fight the monster inside? It's taking over The monster inside It's trying to come out I cannot take it It's trying to come out No, no, you don't control me You don't control me There's a monster deep down inside of me It comes alive while I'm beating through this disease It finds a way to keep coming back to me So why do I fight the monster inside? Why don't I kill the monster inside of me? Why don't I kill the monster inside of me?