Cashing in on rainchecks
I live withdrawn from surroundings
I'm trying to feel it's not very rich 
Nothing stays golden

Yesterday is in the past but tomorrow I don't see coming
We have a gift, a new today but I'm so sick of the present

This is the end of what we used to know
I'm breathing just fine but am I alive
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I'm dying to feel so much less alone
I'm reaching out but I'm feeling nothing

As heavy hearted as a feather with no wind
And broken hearted moving in circles
Like an angel with one wing

Yesterday is in the past but tomorrow I don't see coming
We have a gift, a new today but I'm so sick of the present

This is the end of what we used to know
I'm breathing just fine but am I alive
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I'm dying to feel so much less alone
I'm reaching out but I'm feeling nothing

I'm still there
Walls surrounding me
I'm still there 
With bricks others have thrown

This is the end of what I used to know
I'm breathing just fine but am I alive
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I'm dying to feel so much less alone

This is the end of what we used to know
I'm breathing just fine but am I alive
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I'm dying to feel so much less alone

This is the end of what we used to know
I'm breathing just fine but am I alive
I'm living safe as a lonesome soul
But I'm dying to feel so much less alone
I'm reaching out but I'm feeling nothing
Reaching out but I'm feeling nothing