A stir grows in my back As I attempt to untangle my past I look around my roof for cues The feeling in my gut continues to grow Have I had been this mad the whole time? A chess game in my mind I look away Denial you win again With your convalescing sway I'll tell all my friends that there is no need for sense Soaking in the sweetest summer rain Denial you win again And I'll happily lose to you... A stir growing in my chest There is something wrong And I can pin point it I'm not the one I thought I was I'm sick and distracted My only pal disavow It's my move But I look away I look away Denial you win again With your convalescing sway I'll tell all my friends that there is no need for sense Soaking in the sweetest summer rain Denial you win again And I'll happily lose to you... Soaking in the sweetest summer rain Denial you win again And I'll happily lose to you friend I've never been happier