Oh these days you look for judgement In the eyes of every stranger And you know it's the beginning of the end Because it spreads like a disease And the next thing you know You detect it in the eyes of your friends And you pull out all the weeds From your yard And fool yourself to think that they are gone And you tell yourself you are gonna change And you lose your self control again And you're right back where you began Well you look out of your window And lock eyes with a neighbor And try to simulate an honest grin Then you search for his name In the local directory And realize you don't know where to begin And the seasons seem to change overnight But it stays the same inside And you tell yourself you are gonna change And you lose your self control again And you're right back where you began And lord knows I try To understand what I see And I was born with these eyes Yet I overlook the meaning And I separate the whites from the yolk And I listened every time you spoke And I tell myself I am gonna change And I lose my self control again And I'm right back where I'm always there I am right back where I began Oh these days you look for judgement In the eyes of every stranger And you know it's the beginning of the end