I still had so much to say But not enough time to tell you So I drop to my knees and pray That these words reach you in Heaven I won't wipe these tears anymore 'Cause these here are tears of joy He finally took your pain away I still had so much to say (Struggle) I had so much to say, our time was up too instantly As we lay you down to rest we'll live inside those memories Listen to the symphony, I don't want no sympathy I just wanna tell you one more time all that you meant to me, uh Lookin' in these children's eyes, there's visions of you vividly Damn, I hope you're hearin' me, I promise that your kids will be Forever good at any cost No gains replace the loss As time moves, time's lost It was not your time to sign off But you're gone now but forever here I can see your smile inside every tear Hear your voice when your daughter's mad I can see your pain when your son is sad So glad that you're safe now Free from all of that pain now But it's taking all of my strength now Tryin' not to just break down I still had so much to say And not enough time to tell you So I drop to my knees and pray That these words reach you in Heaven I won't wipe these tears anymore 'Cause these here are tears of joy He finally took your pain away I still had so much to say (Too much to say) So many things to me now they just don't make sense Hard for me to just take this Say your name in the past tense Back then I was hard on ya Tried to save your life with some tough love When we could talk again I would let it go And only tell you about how great you was You loved strong but you felt weak You gave in like we all do I did everything that I could do Sometimes I feel it's my fault too You know I'm taboo, down here workin' hard Trying to mend scars on them broken hearts She took the part with open arms To be a guiding light when all hope was gone Be the woman they gon' need now Raise her right like you wanted to Yeah, the family stronger, we gettin' through But it's a lot harder here without you No lie, hard truth I don't think I've even got to grieve yet Gotta be strong for these babies now But I'm writin' this, both my sleeves wet I still had so much to say And not enough time to tell you So I drop to my knees and pray That these words reach you in Heaven I won't wipe these tears anymore 'Cause these here are tears of joy He finally took your pain away I still had so much to say