You can catch me fishing on the moon at night cause I'm gonna make my dream work My baby look amazing in her two piece, better wearing nothing but my t-shirt She's calling me a freak only when I'm in the sheets she don't know it so I teach her So sweet she complaining that her teeth hurt Ah shit I just kiss it better we got team work I'm gonna be the biggest in the world If you don't believe me turn this off right now and never buy my CD Show me no respect and never add me to your playlist As your speaker plays this I'm gonna be the greatest Suffering in silence that's a daily habit Hypocritical yute, just know I'm working on it I tell my girl to never bottle up her problems My version of its full up to the brim and I'm still hurting from it From young I've been gifted with words It might sound weird but I'm so sick that it hurts How am I suppose to tell my mother with anxiety that I do too without triggering hers My liver full of liquor that burns You don't listen to my problems but you'll listen to hers When it comes to chatting bout real life shit your a dickhead if you think it ain't different for girls Yutes getting gassed off a large chette I just grab a pen until my palm sweaty My hearts heavy Only drank a half bevvy but I'm feeling low already like the glass empty All I see is love but it's half envy And all we see is green but we aren't ready So I'm linking amber tryna keep the car steady My eyes are still red from that last seggy Time to put my foot down like traffic lights I've got an appitite for magic sights And my presence is a present so I wrap it tight Thoughts are brightest when there's a lack of light, a pen is what I grab at night I'm sipping on spirits and I'm not adding sprite Micheal Jackson it don't matter if it's black or white I sit back and write I'm wide awake until I'm satisfied Nothings easy in this manic life It's like I can't wait for heartbreak Racing to the top but it feels like I'm stuck in last place If revenge is sweet fam I got a harsh taste And don't act as if you rate me if you half fake And if you aren't fake then I'll ask you how my ass tastes But everyone has hard days My brain is just working at a fast pace And I'm just tryna slow it down like a cars brakes The world's fucked but I didn't get the memo though I'm not a frigid girl but feels like I would never blow She calls me James Bay but I let it go Fam I swear she made my head explode