Gravitational Lensing

Solution .45

Into what goes on forever 
Beyond perspectives lost 
Kaleidoscope vision 
Introspective display 
What hides in plain sight 

Force it into my head 
Now is the only time 
Hiding behind a lie 
All I know 

I cast the fire 

Inside these hours 
All alone 
For I am in denial 
Though never again will I 
Direct my shields 
Against another 
But turn it on myself 

Come back 
To something I need 
Come back to misery 
Living the misdirection 
All I know 
The further off center 
My lies become 

Force it into my head 
Now is the only time 
Hiding behind a lie 
All I know 

I cast the fire 

Inside these hours 
All alone 
For I am in denial 
Though never again will I 
Direct my shields 
Against another 
But turn it on myself 

No sight - unseen 
No light - in between 
Gravitational lensing 
What they see 
Is bent around my lies 

Around this black hole 
I have found myself again 
Brought out the answers 
For my seeing eyes only 
Travelling in circles 
I have found myself again 
No way to face it straight 
Inside the lonely 

Here in the night of nights 
Where nothing shines 
I brought the flame down 
On it all - unforgiving 
In time the flame will die 
The only hope I have to find 
To never deny, never regret 
The masquerade is over 

As long as I cast the fire