Everyday when I get up I set my brain for self destruct Killing myself everyday of my life I get the shakes and I get the shivers, Sweat on palms and holes in my liver Killing myself everyday of my life The bottle sits in front of me And laughs at what it’s done to me The bottle ain’t no friend to me But I’m my own worst enemy Cause never worry, never want to Never hurry, ain’t ever going to Killing myself everyday of my life I got a fuse and I’m gonna strike it God help me cause I think I like it Killing myself everyday of my life It ain’t easy living lazy And my music drive the neighbors crazy Killing myself everyday of my life The Bottle sits in front of me and laughs At what it’s done to me And all my questions go unanswered As I die of my moral cancer I can’t leave cause it might rain out I guess I’ll stay inside blow my brains out Killing myself everyday of my life I need a savor, I need a real friend I need a reason to survive the weekend Killing myself everyday of my life