The date is December 9, 2021 I feel like everything's changed but nothing's really changed It's crazy Yo, this is everything I've wanted, knowing where I'm headed Get it, never flaunt it, don't be awkward in my mentions Talk to me like Socrates, philosophy and questions I'm just tryna be my best 'cause to myself I'm never second What you do and who you know combined is politics It's a cold world and I'm getting sick of all of it All of this a crock of shit, drop a hit and watch it dip Short-term gain, long term loss of confidence I don't wanna do it but I know I have to Truly makes me happy, other half of me is acting I could tell you all about me, indecisive with a passion Into writing every night until they throw me in a casket RIP to the dreams I wasn't chasing RIP, guillotine, my body aching RIP to my girl, we could've made it Now all I see is a world of complications I hate it And RIP to one of my closest friends Rest easy, man We'll meet up soon Yo, comin' back in, wonder what I'm stackin' Went and got some money, put the hundreds on the mattress Now we tourin' out in Paris and these honeys started flashin' My reaction is a mix between I'm cool and then I'm smashin' I need love inside my life but not before I have my fun though You know I'm boutta buy a crib, I got the funds though Can't do commitment anymore, I'm feelin' cutthroat Not because I wanna be, I'm sorry but you must know That I am not the same guy but at the same time I have never switched up on anyone, I can't lie And if you think that it's a fallacy then we won't play nice I should lose my cool but recently I got a tame mind No more overthinking, no more second-guessing