Black again covers white I paint my day Memories surround me Reveries still haunt me Flames of dream Burst from the ashes Wearing faces from ages passed I’ll be changing behind many masks Until the dusk Will fade away New day will break Running through the fire Trying to seize desires Oceans of bygone days I swim again I wonder why I still remember Nothing but pain I don’t know why I’m feeling blue Act like fool Myself again I want to be To sleep and dream Oh set me free Help to me by myself once more Simple desires fill my soul I want to find the hidden truth Be able to forgive abuse And reach a place of safety I’m through with fairy-tales and daydreams Won’t look for happiness – oh no! A company of one small tear for nevermore