I’m gonna trick myself I’m gonna slip the pills Into my bitter drinks Pretending I don’t know That I just want myself asleep My bed stays always clean And whatever I did It’s washed away Thrown out Licked up Sent back From wherever it came to here All the shit I’ve learned And already forgot All the time we spent apart You keep sayin’ you’re fine But before you know it You end up crying every night And I’m not so afraid Of my dirty hands With a lack of sun and fear It is just easier here You do not need to say a thing It is all natural Fluids are vaporized And the air We breath Spit it out now, please You belong right where you are All the shit I’ve learned And already forgot All the time we spent apart You keep sayin’ you’re fine But before you know it You end up crying every night And days will stop coming If you decide I’m sorry... I thought i owed you a song About all of this And about you all Who are listening Or who stopped Decades ago... (4EO)