I sit at my table I drink from my cup I gaze down the stairwell Flip through the telephone book I spit out the window Oh, it hit someone Isn't that fun But it's not enough I got the bends I got the shakes It never ends It always aches In the night In the cold It comes on Pain like a searing light Cuts like a dull knife Are you awake Can I come over tonight I know it's a big dark love I know it's a big dark love I got the bends I got the shakes It never ends It always aches In the night In the cold It comes on Pain like a searing light Cuts like a dull knife Are you awake Can I come over tonight I know it's a big dark love I know it's a big dark love I know it's dangerous It's my big dark love Let me in With my big dark love Let me in Me and my love...