I've never felt so damn exposed It's like you held me up just to let me go And I heard you're fine And that's alright But the hardest part about this is you won't say goodbye I tried my best to hold my breath Turns out I was right to second guess You gave your word And made a promise And wrapped 'em in a lie And I said it didn't hurt But if I'm being honest The closer we got The further I fell So close, I almost loved you I wish you knew the words you say Are more than what my heart should ever take I wish you never knew my name Wish you could take back what you gave Then maybe I'd be okay You gave your word And made a promise And wrapped 'em in a lie And I said it didn't hurt But if I'm being honest The closer we got The further I fell So close, I almost loved you I tried my best to hold my breath Turns out I was right to second guess You gave your word And made a promise And wrapped 'em in a lie And I said it didn't hurt But if I'm being honest The closer we got The further I fell So close, I almost loved you And sometimes I still want to