I Don't Care If You're a Monster

Mat Kerekes

Give me everything forever or give me nothing at all
Take that for what you will
And don't let it all go to your head, love is a form of weakness
But sometimes I wish I knew what it meant to you
I'll tag it on a bathroom stall or a billboard
On a mountain just for you
Distorted sounds and I can't place them
I'm done playing games of ones and twos

I'm not unique and you're not invincible, no

And I don't know if I will pull through
And how could I make that up to you?

Wrecking ball is coming too fast for you to make a move
It's going to do what it's going to do
He hung himself under a bridge, left a note at the ledge
It read "don't be sad, I'm making big moves"
A specter's in your bedroom closet
Does it want a debt or is it a friend to you?
Whether it's a telegram or a set of fangs
Know that when you leave, I'll want you to come back soon

If I gotta lie to myself then I'll need some ammo

But I want to tell you I miss you
And I want to tell you I love you
And if I'm being honest, I don't think that I will pull through

I kick out on a balance beam and in turn I swing and sway
I see now that all of my pipe dreams are just false advertising

You think I'm sensible
Those are just things I tell to you
You think I'm rational
That's just a face I put on for you
And if I'm being honest, I don't think that I will pull through