Please don't go I'm not ready to be all on my own Goodbye for eternity You were everything to me You were everything I try to look back on better days I contemplate the words I never got to say My heart is broken, words left unspoken I wish I had more time beside you You praised me for the good and left out the bad You were a shoulder I could cry on when I was sad I feel so empty You were my sentry Now no one's looking out for me As I drive down the narrow pass The sunset shines right through the glass I hope to see you in my rear-a-view It's so damn hard to accept I've lost you Please don't go I'm not ready to be all on my own Goodbye for eternity You were everything to me You were everything Please don't go I'm not ready to be all on my own Goodbye for eternity You were everything to me You were everything Staring at the mirror, I don't look the same I try to fake a smile, I can't hide the pain I'm losing feeling, my heart's not healing I'm losing more sleep by the day Your voice had a way To fill the space I can't get used to Living without you My nightmare's become reality As I drive down the narrow pass The sunset shines right through the glass I hope to see you in my rear-a-view It's so damn hard to accept I've lost you Please don't go I'm not ready to be all on my own Goodbye for eternity You were everything to me You were everything Please don't go I'm not ready to be all on my own Goodbye for eternity You were everything to me You were everything You were everything to me You were everything You were everything to me You were everything You were everything to me You were everything You were everything to me You were everything Hey mom, it's me Sorry I haven't called, and then it's been a while A month has passed since I lost John, it still doesn't feel real I think about you all the time Throughout the day I check my phone and see if you've called, but then I remember you can't I don't sleep very well, but every now and then I see you and that makes it better I still can't accept that you left so soon All the times I wanted to share with you won't happen, and my life will move on without you I can only hope that you're still with me in some way But I guess it's time for me to go, I have to prepare for your birthday tomorrow I'll be at the beach watching the sunset I hope wherever you are you'll have the same view I love you, bye mom