Woke up again With a gun to my head Swear it's not a mistake It's the feeling I dread The ceilings on my chest Kinda feelin depressed I'm at a party with no friends (Hey) Wishing it would end (Hey) Show up just to get high Jealous of the old times And I wanna fuck up my whole life Yea yea yea Can you see me I'm just stuck on repeat Like a broken tv from 2009 I wish I could die I wish I could die In 2009 This is the last time I'm going all night My friends are wasted They're busy chasin Dreams and girls and boys While I'm stuck in a fringe state Terrified of livin I hear a voice in the air (Hey) Demons everywhere (Hey) Show up just to get high Jealous of the old times And I wanna fuck up my whole life Yea yea yea The walls are closing in Can you see me I'm just stuck on repeat Like a broken tv from 2009 Yea Can you see me I'm just stuck on repeat Like a broken tv from 2009 I wish I could die I wish I could die In 2009