Geekin at 6am, let's go I don't even want these pills no more, but I ain't tryna feel no more I just wanna be high but feel so low When they see you grow, they pull you done I can't trust them like I did before, 'cause most of them are not around Let's make a toast for all my loved ones in the ground, you know I'mma hold you down We lost our hearts and never found it As crazy as it sounds, revenge don't feel better like I thought it did Take me back to R.L Brown, this time I'll get it right if you let me start again Smarter than I think I am, just gotta put my mind to it Everytime I did, that's when I win You put in the grind, that's times 10 Know sometimes I'm a bad friend, but I know the main ones understand Just gotta stay down and stick to the plan Never lay down, we'll go to war until the last man stand I'll spend it all, just to kill em I'm talking my last damn band A hunnid and 99 grams, one more dollar that's the grand prize This shit for my son and my fam, so when I leave he'll have franchise Take a look in the devil's eyes, you might be surprised when you see Cause what's inside, someone who's been hurt so many times just like me Roller Coaster ride, it's like I come back down every time I reach my peak I'm focused now, think it gotta be the drugs cause I can't sleep But I'm... Geekin at 6am, let's go I don't even want these pills no more, but I ain't tryna feel no more I just wanna be high but feel so low When they see you grow, they pull you done I can't trust them like I did before, 'cause most of them are not around Driving fast but moving slow, no GPS I know my way round town She just sent her lo and this my favorite hoe, so I'm on way right now Never got a cap and gown, but some how some way still made my momma proud Still a fix some shit if I could, start my life from scratch then I'm... I don't know why I wanna go back to the hood, when niggas betrayed me Like they ain't talk down on me, to the internet and not my homie Just know I'm fine lonely, dealing with what's on my mind not only This responsibilities mine, so ain't no sense in crying stand on it How bad do you want it? Shit, I want it bad What about the opponents? Fuck em, we still on they ass Up at 9 in the morning, I woke up to a bag If you ain't first, you last I done overlapped them I don't see you passing You won't see me crashing, if I'm swerving grab the wheel No I'm not selling, so don't ask about my pills I need this shit forreal I'm finna take one What's the deal? Let's make one When that day come, let me know you hear I'm tryna heal But I'm... Geekin at 6am, let's go I don't even want these pills no more, but I ain't tryna feel no more I just wanna be high but feel so low When they see you grow, they pull you done I can't trust them like I did before, 'cause most of them are not around Let's make a toast for all my loved ones in the ground, you know I'mma hold you down We lost our hearts and never found it As crazy as it sounds, revenge don't feel better like I thought it did Take me back to R.L Brown, this time I'll get it right if you let me start again