Pictures on the wall Swear they're all getting grayer Don't feel a thing at all But no one's even aware cuz I just try to smile Through all the pain "How you been?" "Oh I'm doing great" But please don't Ask me to promise Cuz If I were honest A lie it's a lie I may look happy But I swear that I'm Dying on the inside Survive survive I don't know the last time I felt truly alive I spend way too much time Laying in my bed Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life Ohhh A lie it's a lie I just wanna feel alright Sleep in 'Till afternoon But I still wake up tired Don't know What else to do I feel so uninspired and Finding motivation never works Every day feels a little worse So I just pretend I'm okay When all I want to say is A lie it's a lie I may look happy But I swear that I'm Dying on the inside Survive survive I don't know the last time I felt truly alive I spend way too much time Laying in my bed Cuz I don't wanna deal with my life Ohhh A lie it's a lie I just wanna feel alright