[?] from your orbit The pain unintended What are intentions? Just actions unborn I failed my fair share Of self-interventions I said it, I meant it I went back for more Father come find me I'm stuck in my nightmare Fear and betrayal Breaking the vow Feel your life changing Sleep in the sidecar Beyond explanation It's happening now Yes there were reasons Nothing's a vacuum You weren't peaceful You weren't in love Nothing excuses A nature of injury You took her for granted You know what you've done Self-laceration You've worn out your welcome I learned what I can from you I'm putting you down I can't live backwards Or undo a single stitch Be real and do better That's all there is now I can't live backwards I'm sorry for all of it Be real and do better That's all there is now Be real and do better That's all there is now