Some things I don't care to buy Can't sleep on these type of nights Reminiscing about last year Look upon who still here Last man on this dance floor But I don't wanna dance no more Final cough from my Suboxone Been going on for too damn long Who am I, Lord? Who am I? The starvin' on, that's just gettin' by Burnin' out to keep gettin' high Hard to see when them lines blurred Everything went unheard Everything went unheard Run away from them dead ends Pray to God I don't come back Called you, but ya didn't call back Guessin' I should just fall back Shit ain't gotta be that deep You and I we just don't match Had to learn how to live with that Lost faith, can I get it back? Tip toeing now over flames Getting hard to ignore the pain Nose dive in this private plane Some things just don't change and I'm Coming down and I'm feeling it Coming down and I'm feeling it Sometimes I Just don't know what I'm Looking for Loo-looking for Sometimes I Just don't know what I'm Looking for Loo-looking for Heartstruck by many things I closed my eyes, I don't wanna look Terrified of what's underneath These viz be haunting me Failure keeps taunting me Us speaking honestly From the heart that's on my sleeve Blush stains on my cheeks Gettin' up from that concrete Bouncin' back up on my feet Walking this lonely route I'm in it all on my own I'm tryna find me a home I'm tryna find me a home I've been up for two days straight How the feeling last this long Runnin' out of the gas in the tank Think I went too damn far Every day I feel stressed out Think I've worked too damn hard Tryna focus on findin' balance Realizing now all off Burned bridge to a small castle Got it all but at what cost? Yeah I gave my life to it What the fuck was it all for? Now I'm Coming down and I'm feeling it Coming down and I'm feeling it Lately everything is divine odysseys Lately everything is divine odysseys I can't get back to you again No I just can't get back to you again