Ayy mane I've been fucked up 'bout some shit lately, bruh Crazy Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness All this money make you sick, I got an illness Gettin' rich'll drive you crazy, that's that real shit That shit left me in the dark, man, I'm still lit Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness All this money make you sick, I got an illness Gettin' rich'll drive you crazy, that's that real shit That shit left me in the dark, man, I'm still lit Still out here, mane I got day to day problems like everybody else do, don't judge Real shit, mane Just 'cause I got money, mane It don't mean I ain't got problems, my nigga I've been diagnosed, that's why I gotta smoke Got prescriptions from the doctor, got me blowin' zo Ups and downs, trials and tribulations, no one knows I be self medicatin' in somebody's ho I brought a man into this world, somehow that touched my soul A trippy nigga raisin' kids, ain't no fuckin' joke I look into my daughter's eyes and I get horrified 'Cause if a nigga play with you, somebody gotta die Opps fuckin' with my mental, I'm ready to slide Either make it out the hood or try to survive Everybody havin' issues, ain't nobody special Live to see another day if the Lord let you Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness All this money make you sick, I got an illness Gettin' rich'll drive you crazy, that's that real shit That shit left me in the dark, man, I'm still lit Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness All this money make you sick, I got an illness Gettin' rich'll drive you crazy, that's that real shit That shit left me in the dark, man, I'm still lit Mental health is real, and so is bein' broke as hell Either fix my trauma or take my ass back to jail If I don't do it for myself, they gon' think a nigga failed If I don't do it for my health, then nigga load the fuckin' scale I can feel the world crushin' down on me I lost my niggas to the pills, gotta smoke my weed It take a lot for me to make it every week Niggas dyin' every day, ain't no one prayin' for me I got kids to feed, I got songs you need I got stories in my book, somebody needs to read My life in the pages, my life in these raps One hand on this bag, one hand on this gat Mental trillness, I'm sufferin' from realness How can any man say that he loves God Whom he cannot see And not love his brothers who he sees daily? You have value, you have worth, it is limitless, it is eternal There's nothing wrong with you morally for feeling hopeless and depressed There's nothing wrong with you in terms of weakness versus strength You're not weak Feeling hopeless, feeling depressed are natural human feelings It was through self love and taking care of myself physically, mentally Putting down the alcohol, putting down the weed, putting down the nicotine That led to me developing that relationship with my wife Fentanyl is the most dangerous and the most deadly drug on the market right now Just two milligrams of Fentanyl, that's like two grains of sand, is enough to kill We have seen Fentanyl deaths skyrocket over the last five years You can now dial 988 if you're experiencing a mental health crisis