I'm ashamed I swear I hate these conversations with myself Since the day I tasted her been chasing what I felt She been tryna save me got no patience to get help I ain't proud of makin' it I'm shaking in my shell Don't hang around and wasted turn a snake into a belt Before they stab my back I put their razor to myself We hot boys baby, we make a glaciers wanna melt They tried to cancel Benny but my face still on the shelf Everyday I wake up and get baked all by myself People say they got me, I ain't waiting for they help All my opps is hating on they self Cause I ain't on the block no more but got stocks flaked at they old self All my bitches sniffing on that Ricky Martin Acetone Brittany Mr whippy till the bricky harden I ain't been outside in a minute Since she left me I been messy, Imma die from these women Pezzy make the paint peel Gas until my tank filled Tremmy killed these tremors Fuck that bitch know how this pain feel Go on baby Yeah go twist your little angle We both been through hell You wear those wings like you're an angel Dancing in the darkness Calis from this carnage I've got pennies for my thoughts And I'm hanging from this harness I gave my arm up for these artists We both wore the weather Now this thunder ain't so harmless Bring me to my knees, I be clawing for the doorstep Tightening up her strings and keep me tangled like her corset Left it under lock and if she knock the message morbid I've been missing for a week these mixed emotions off in orbit Bandages and Band-aids, I can't help myself but fall apart Painted as a villain, still convince myself it's for the art Lap on the loop until we back at the start She spread her wings and stuck a stake through my heart