What're you doing here? Why are you like this? What if I'm anxious? How do I hide it? You're talking too much, just shut the fuck up I'm sorry I'm a punisher, I'm sorry I suck Nobody likes you and everyone's pissed I'm always feeling like I just stepped in shit Everybody's watching, but nobody cares The music's gonna stop and I don't have a chair I can't stop staring at my reflection Asking the same goddamn questions Am I by myself, or is everyone else Asking the same goddamn questions? Everyone got a seat, they're pointing and laughing They got what they wanted, and I got my ass beat I feel like I only know half of the story Everybody came and I'm late to the orgy What am I doing here? Why am I like this? I'm doing my best to stay calm in crisis I'm talking too much and I never shut up But I gotta pretend like I don't give a fuck I can't stop staring at my reflection Asking the same goddamn questions Am I by myself, or is everyone else Asking the same goddamn questions? I'm standing here, and everyone They got their seats, they got to cum Part of me is scared of missing out but I've grown used to it Couldn't pay me enough to give a shit I can't stop staring at my reflection Asking the same goddamn questions Am I by myself, or is everyone else Asking the same goddamn questions?