I used to wish that I was dead, but really, I yearned for love And said some shit that I regret to my mother, she didn't give up Now it is hard to justify the way I am When you love me, it is not a love I understand I'm not sure I would change a thing I'll always live and die by chaos Face it or fall down, are you listening? Face it and crawl out of a tragedy If I die before I wake, just know your love was not in vain Thanking you always I remember when I got arrested, you were the call And every lesson that you taught, I needed, I love you both I hope I can one day be the way you've been When you love me, it is not a love I comprehend I'm not sure I would change a thing I'll always live and die by chaos Face it or fall down, are you listening? Face it and crawl out of a tragedy If I die before I wake, just know your love was not in vain Thanking you always (I'm thanking you always) (I'm thanking you always) I owe you a lot for the way that I'm not And the way that I'll never be I owe you a lot for the way that I'm not And the way that I'll never be I don't think I would change a thing I want to live and die by chaos Face it or fall down, are you listening? Face it and crawl out of a tragedy If I die before I wake, just know your love was not in vain Thanking you always