I can't stop myself From gettin' fucked up every night I got nothin' goin' in Everything I had is gone I dared to trust myself I wrapped my hands 'round a little stone Got sprayed with sparks Aw, these pink-haired devils Make a passionate man feel foreign They leave me Rat's shadows Give me the Rat's shadow I gotta Rat's shadow Give me a Rat's shadow You wanna take some Vicodin And buy a small bottle o' gin And come out with me tonight We could watch the people walk by I tried to steal some sleep In between all of the doom Aw, but sometimes I get so upset Hear voices in my head There's nothin' I can do They're sayin' Fuck this life I wanna Afterlife They're singin' Fuck this life I want an Afterlife Don't need this Rat's shadow Don't gotta Rat's shadow I wanna Afterlife They're singin' Fuck this life