Lights go off in sequence every night The building across the road from me And I just keep on hoping You'll be alright My fingertips are frozen They're keeping me sane Not today, not today, not today son Not today, not today, not today I hope my cars go speed My chest, I feel, the air, my stomach pressed With all the things we never really need And I hold my hands close to my chest And I hold my hands close to my chest