THE JOY OF LIVING HAS BEEN WANING STRUGGLING WITH THE DEAD WEIGHT OF MY FEELINGS LEAVING ME MOTIONLESS AND APATHETIC IN A WORLD WHERE COMING TO TERMS WITH TRANSIENCE IS OVERWHELMING I WON’T BE AROUND ANYMORE I’LL BE FOUND THERE WHERE THE SPIRITS OF THE DEAD WANDER IN THE LIVING WORLD NOT CONNECTED NOT RELATED BREATHLESS WITH ANTICIPATION IN A BLEAK ROOM I HAD A LITTLE TIME TO GET EVEN MY DECISION COMES BEFORE ME I PROMISE THIS IS THE LAST TIME I’M FAILING YOU I WON’T BE AROUND ANYMORE I’LL BE FOUND THERE WHERE THE SPIRITS OF THE DEAD WANDER IN THE LIVING WORLD NOT CONNECTED NOT RELATED