Staring in the Mirror it's so dirty I don't think he heard me Mirror clean but my vision blurry Sippin this codeine popping perkies Thinkin bout juice world that shit crazy (crazy) Shit fucked up the world Brazy Wild fires done damn near burnt up Australia Russia started world war 3 with the Ukrainians And I'm beefing with niggas I use to hang wit (Derez De'shon) My girl say she pregnant (Fuck) I don't think I'm ready for another baby What I mean is I don't wanna bring another child in this world Because lately I don't know if I'ma be here to raise it I ain't crazy but they say I am Flashing out on niggas on my instagram Thinking bout the days I use to give a damn Now I don't give a fuck I am who they say I am I can't fake kick it I ain't never change but watched niggas start switching Gave lil brah a chain and that's when niggas started trippin I ain't entertain it that's when niggas tried to kill me They didn't but they shoulda God Tried to forget but can't forgive em God They tried to take me from children God I swear if I catch whoever did it God I'ma kill em God I'm just talking how I'm feeling God And if I'm wrong please forgive me God For all my bullshit and my sinning God I'm having visions God Of dying or living in a prison yard If I'm tripping God Give me a sign send me a signal God I can't even lie my faith been low Walking round on eggshells on my tippy toes And my heart filled with ice got my veins froze I'm cold All this pain got a nigga throwed I'm talking bout throwed off I stayed loyal to the game and they sold out Now a days I spit my pain and my soul out Now a days I spit my pain and my soul out You can see it in my face I ain't straight But I'm gone hold it down - Derez De'Shon I can't even lie my faith been low Walking round on eggshells on my tippy toes And my heart filled with ice got my veins froze I'm cold All this pain got a nigga throwed I can't even lie my faith been low Walking round on eggshells on my tippy toes And my heart filled with ice got my veins froze I'm cold All this pain got a nigga throwed Staring in the mirror this shìt dirty I don't think he heard me Mirror clean but my vision blurry Popping this codeine popping perkies Thinking bout juice world that shit crazy