There's just too many heartbeats now To think of all the things that I've been thinking, ooh It's just too many midnight now to wake up worrying Like I've been lately, ooh The thing that worked before Ain't working anymore Who knew it would be so hard Just to be myself Who knew it would be so hard Just to be myself Ooh just to be myself It seems to me that dreams I tend to dream All happen in slow motion Kinda feels like everything I pray Heaven thinks I'm joking, ooh It's hard to stay the same When the things you want won't change Who knew it would be so hard Just to be myself Who knew it would be so hard Just to be myself Ooh just to be myself Who knew it would be so hard Just to be myself Who knew it would be so hard Just to be myself Ooh just to be myself ...