I wanna be kissed like when I was small You grew up and I got smaller than before You went to clean up while I was shaking on the floor But I didn't know how to say I don't want you near me You deserved better, so I gave you my body Time to count the kisses I've spent I'll use my body to pay the rent I said it was fine, in your defense But I didn't know how to say, "I don't want you to touch me" I didn't know how to say, "I don't want you to touch me" I didn't know how to say, "I don't want you to touch me" I'll love myself if you touch me like that Can't speak, hold off my panic attack Use me, use me if you just insist That you love the body you refuse to kiss I'm not used to being loved The kisses that led to sex were close enough I'm in a stranger's arms, a stranger's bed I can't relax my ....ing head And I didn't know how to say, "I don't want you to touch me" I didn't know how to say, "I don't want you to touch me" I didn't know how to say, "I don't want you to touch me" I'll love myself if you touch me like that (Touch me) Can't speak, hold off my panic attack (Touch me) Use me, use me if you just insist (Touch me) But you love the body you refuse to kiss (Love me) Touch me (Use me) Love me But you didn't know how to say, "I want you to love me"