Hot pink catamarans The food begging call of the pelicans They're skimming garbage and sifting over Disappointing gifts from friends Oh God, couldn't I just change The history of my life sometimes? The history of my life sometimes? I'm growing my hair out On my head and on my face right now Gonna try real hard To keep from speaking very loud Oh God, couldn't I just change The history of my life sometimes? The history of my life sometimes? Some field where the rains never fell The sky owes the ground a wishing well But I'm living in a dry spell Throwing ashes into flames Oh God, couldn't I just change The history of my life sometimes? The history of my life sometimes? Been smiling so hard that I couldn't hardly see My parents weren't in love, they were still taking care of me And I've taken in much more than some people ever see in their lifetime And maybe I know something that's turning the sea around And the sun that's sprouting seeds from underground And someone is coming to rely on me somehow Oh God, couldn't I just change The history of my life somehow? The history of my life somehow? The history of my life somehow?