I been drinking And I've been thinking That maybe it's not time to fall in love yet Maybe I need to go deep in Deep in on myself And how I need a little help To get back to who I'm being I'ma need more than weekend Need some time to really let it sink in Oh I for all of the days that I cried Till this one night I decided I just gotta get my shit right like Girl You're never gonna find A little peace of mind If you don't treat yourself betta Girl You'll never be loved The way you deserve If you can't learn to love you betta Girl You never gonna change If you can't rearrange Your thoughts and keep your head up Girl Thinking I was always done wrong Like I never had choice in it at all Like was I blind and didn't see the signs And didn't chose to stay Damn was it all my fault Then I came to realize I use to fantasize Like It was never you before In love wit an idea after all Wonder why every time I fall like Why For all of the days that I cried Till this one night I decided I just gotta get my shit right like Girl You're never gonna find A little peace of mind If you can't treat yourself betta Girl You'll never be loved The way you deserve If you can't learn to love you betta Girl Your never gonna change If you can't rearrange Your thoughts and keep your head up Girl Ok Beep beep I still don't got the keys to my Jeep The promises I made at 18 feel like Deceit What a crime It's always on my mind I said that I would heal this shit But never had the time Cuz I'm always on the go And I'm never solo I'm grateful for the highs But I be really feeling low Like these hoes are deranged My mistakes are the same It seems like life is stagnant And like it will never change like Rest Eat Stress Repeat Pain Chains Drowning Deep I'm just going wit the flow Repetitions all I know Feeling so insecure But I have to finish the show We could do this together Ain't gotta do it on my own And we could all be better But too busy throwing stones You feeling stressed out Like your home just not a home Like this poem is not a poem I promise you are not alone It's all a facade We all wanna be great But the time keep slipping And it's feels like it's too late Keep going through same stress Just for times sake Keep eating all the same shit Just on a different plate Nothing is ever wrong The win is never gone You are just another queen Sitting on different throne