It's not punishing or fragile It's just running withdrawal Roll down the window Roll down Esplanade I still wear your shock collar That lightning A lightening An enlightening spin Cut the living slack You'd scare the living shit out of a porcelain doll And speak ill of the dead Your uncanny ability to remain unseen is killing me I know this better day with my saturated clay Broken sugar Broken sugar You begin to question kings Eyes like searchlights spinning You pull me in night swimming Night after night after night If I drown this is how