And I'm On my way 150 on the dash Do this shit like it's my last I don't care about my past I need blessings I need prayer Cuz every day now is getting greyer Please don't shut me down I got big plans Drugs really crazy see they put me in a big trance Can't even take em I'm surrounded by some new friends She gone let me in Told her please just let me in Said she don't trust This ain't love its lust Who gone be there when I'm stuck Told her baby you so clutch I just learned my lesson Being lonely got me fucked Got me stressing Wanna look past through my future Just to see whats coming next, yeah (Hello, don't call my phone bitch... hehe) Rock bottom Climbing up a mountain Really silent Don't want no cheap shit I want designer Raf Simmons, Rick Owens See I got em Rock bottom Climbing up a mountain Really silent Don't want no cheap shit I want designer Raf Simmons, Rick Owens See I got em See they just leave me out for dead All these problems in my head Probably numb it with the meds I can't take back what I said I'm like two steps on this road Know I got to let it go I feel frozen Had to slip out of the back Like I'm chosen I'm tryna find my way back Like did you notice Head up in the clouds I'm not folding When I'm off the shits I'm moving slowly I'm reaching for the top I'd like to go there Rock bottom Climbing up a mountain Really silent Don't want no cheap shit I want designer Raf Simmons, Rick Owens See I got em Rock bottom Climbing up a mountain Really silent Don't want no cheap shit I want designer Raf Simmons, Rick Owens See I got em