I used to be alive 
And so beautiful inside 
Now I've lost my way 
An open book with a torn page 
Something's missing in me. 
I'm losing control 
Behind these four walls 
I can't breathe anymore 
Believe in me
Honestly, this distance is what's killing me 
I lied when I said waiting was fine 
I need you here with me now 
Cuz every hour hurts 
Except the last one kills. 
Don't say you're losing your faith in me 
It's only your mind 
That fills itself with dirty images. 
You don't need to stop your world 
I just want you to include me 
These damn circumstances 
You didn't have to lie 
Why was I weak? 
Why did we let it go?