I used to look up to you And now that I know the truth I could never get my life back Wasted time thanks to you Now I don't know what do Cause all my life I been fooled Believing you were someone I should have been coming to I used to look up to you And now that I know the truth I could never get my life back Wasted time thanks to you Now I don't know what do Cause all my life I been fooled Believing you were the one Wanted to be like you It never used to be this complicated I'm fueling off my complacency And I waited to see that you weren't there for me What the fuck I'm supposed to do I'm just a kid Needing love but I got the truth You know Nothing the same I can't complain But You were so cold Hard to remember the days When I look back There's something but nothing that I cannot change Still you been a coward for that Look at me now Hope you so proud But fuck you for walkin away And I mean that No blood No love Only this knife You left in my back In my back Feel this pain Push away Stay the same I know you'll never Wake up Its like you're dead To Me Don't come back Feel that pain Stay away Cause you won't change You're fuckin dead To Me (It never used to be this complicated) (Now that's changed Now that's changed Not no more) What the fuck am I supposed to do I used to look up to you I used to look up to you And now that I know the truth I could never get my life back Wasted time thanks to you Now I don't know what do Cause all my life I been fooled Believing you were someone I should have been coming to I used to look up to you And now that I know the truth I could never get my life back Wasted time thanks to you Now I don't know what do Cause all my life I been fooled Believing you were the one Wanted to be like you You were so cold There's something but nothing that I cannot change Still you been a coward for that Look at me now No blood No love Only this knife You left in my back