Brandon put it best when he told me "This is hell." Wiser words have never been said Minus kess and cain I'm fucking dead I'm a fucking trainwreck I'm a bloody mess I hate this distance, I hate this stress These days I find myself sleeping just to pass the time And I find myself working to make sure I'm still alive I'm a fucking trainwreck I'm a bloody mess I hate this distance, I hate this stress...