Pondering on your existence 
You wonder why you are alive 
Suffering from severe depression 
Contemplating suicide 
You're told your nothing, unimportant 
You only see their life through your eyes 
Well every life has it's own problems 
If you can see the other side 

Stumble and fail 

Stumble and fail or reach the sky 
You'll never know unless you try 
Dealt misery while some are blessed 
Who measures failure what is success 

A part of you is gone and dead yah 
But it just won't leave your head 
So you try to push it all away all away 
Take it all day after day 
Theirs only darkness at the end 
Will your soul wonder or descend 
Is this how it's supposed to be 
Can you control your own, own desity 

Stumble and fail or reach the sky 
You'll never know unless you try 

Yahhhh will you be free 
Or suffer endless misery 
Yahhhh will you be free 
Or you suffer, suffer endlessly