All I heard was the sound of fish who'd drowned All I saw was the inside of my eyelids All I said fell short of reaching open Words floating, clouding the view See no, hear no,speak no evil Leaves you deaf dumb and blind Because the bad is all you'll find A deeply heart-felt goodbye to part to the part of me that died. When I decided to put others before me Yes my heart felt asleep-boredom and fatigue I always said I wanted to die smiling To pretend I'm at peace Now from my corpse beams a frigid, black grin Like a lullaby to a cradle Is the eulogy to the casket All my flaws swept under the table To grieve the porcelain doll that was me Their solemn songs sang me to sleep as my body escaped me (2x) Such a shameful masquerade! Floating frozen minutes on display Why is evolution such a shameful thing so say? Can you feel you'r bodily decay? Because I sure as Hell feel my brain going blank, if my body betrays me, there's pollution to thank. This condition infects my cells like it controls my mind Internal Army, defend me behind enemy lines! Fragile vehicle of mine! Don't abandon me yet! There is so much to live for That we so easily forget! Fascinati on with the fear The concept escapes me All encompassing fate How it wrenches our hearts Torments our souls And sings us all to sleep To an eternal keep No matter what beliefs It sweetly sings us all