I've torn down a dirt road knowing that I wasn't supposed to leave Left an F5 mile wide hell of a lot of hurt behind me I can't count the times I've left the bottle empty Chasing down a buzz I lost myself in places that I know I shouldn't have been Like a broken record spinning 'round I found trouble again I've refused some, used some when everybody wanted to be my friend It was like a drug Oh but these days I'm digging in and getting real with all my mistakes Going easy on myself and finding my way I ain't there yet I'm still a little bit messed up But I'm better than I was I broke apart and stole some hearts that were never mine In my life I've learned there's no such thing as a straight line I weave in and out and on a on a good day I might get it right Yeah I'm better than I was Oh but these days I'm digging in and getting real with all my mistakes Going easy on myself and finding my way I ain't there yet I'm still a little bit messed up But I'm better than I was Oh but these days I'm digging in and getting real with all my mistakes Going easy on myself and finding my way I ain't there yet I'm still a little bit messed up But I'm better than I was