I am not here 
I think I've never been here at all or ever will be 
I feel like a place 
Where no one goes anymore 
Why can't you see that everything's broken
Why does it seem that my life's turned gray? 
I can't believe in anything sacred 
When I don't believe that I am real 
It seems so bizarre 
But none of this matters 
Thoughts disappear, hope has died 
Now I am safe, nothing can hurt me here 
Why can't you see my need for forgiveness? 
The truth and the lies confused as one 
I can't believe in anything sacred 
When I don't believe in anything 

I am alone 
Locked in my memories 
There's nowhere left for me to hide 
But I am not real 
I've made all I am with lies 
Why does it seem that everything's different? 
Why does it seem that only you are real? 
I don't believe in anything sacred 
So, why do I feel so damned alone? 

I need someone to break the silence 
That's screaming in my head 
And in my soul