I feel numb when I solve the world Lost next day when I go to work My shoulders hurt cause when you know the earth you know there's bare shit that we don't deserve When you solve life gets more confusing Nothing makes sense till I tour from music All inclusive holiday, few drinks bolognese, Schwarz or Munich? When I solve life it's like I'm way more lost than before Maybe I should talk on stage or something But I'm shook and I got bare songs to perform on top till the morn I got little patience but that's what midget doctors are for More time I be upping in standards More time I be dropping your jaw From young man I said it was different Not once did I say I was perfect From young man I said I got visions Not once did I say I deserved it Everybody falling asleep my eyes open Floating, all of these things I'm provoking Endorphins laughing room got smoke in, struggling but coping Every candle I've ever blow out I've wished for me to achieve my dream But no more candles It's time to open my E Y Es and put on my Levi jeans and work Cause I don't wanna be stuck in an office till 3 4 or 5 what a boring life More enticed by performing live Travel the world and then tour it twice I want more than ice on my watch I wanna gorgeous wife to be cotch and a son to be 4 or 5 and to watch His father to do what he wants for a living Cause if you don't like what you do for a living, are you actually living? Or stopping yourself from actually living? Its facts that I'm spitting Don't like me I'll ask you to leave I've got bars on piece of paper strapped to my arm cause I've got my heart on my sleeve Cause I am in love with music And right now I am fucking proposing Got flows and bars Got loads am hard Got people saying I'm chosen But I am not chosen I did the choosing I'll do the winning whilst you do the losing Why'd you only dream when you snoozing Why'd you find it so fucking amusing I, got stabbed in the back but I'm bleeding lyrics I make some heat like speed in physics We both want them Ps in digits But you make yours through Zs and Mollys Buts bars save lives like heads and volleys Or go overheads like brollys And yeah I got boys on road like peds and lorry's But, I'd rather pick up a pen than a skeng Proving again and again I'm the best with the pen And I'm not saying I'm the next Eminem But I am small and sweet Go box to box with no ball at my feet The difference between yourself and I is your thoughts wake up when your falling asleep And my thoughts don't sleep at all I think of things they don't teach at school Spit bars then get the whole room gassed Till they can't even breath at all And I have been blessed in life to the point where I don't complain But oh my days why the fuck am I feeling so much pain And I know for a fact that you know my name Know for a fact that you know my face But I know for a fact that none of these people know my brain And I don't have loads of chains Covered in frozen rain But you do not have the the soul of James Shut up bitch know your place And I must have loads of girls They love my bars and flows as well Nah, they just think I'm hot but I know their hearts are cold as hell So I stick with the wifey Take cute pics for the IG Don't give a shit if you like me Not one kids even like me But I don't get it Jealous and upset I won't get it Better than me, na, I won't sweat it If man don't like me I won't bet it