If I put it on my life I couldn't rap, I'd fucking die And I'm live, this is album number five I never rode the wave bitch, I swam against the tide People grabbing up my ankles for the ride I lost change, I got change, I never changed the way I write People looking at my pockets, can't look me in the eyes Fuck away my stress, give my baby girl the size She orgasmed outta nowhere, that don't come as a surprise Throw my wallet in the sky, try and elevate my money I write about my feelings cause my therapist would fuck me Seven days a week, I point up and know I'm lucky I ain't living by your script and if you love me then you love me I wish that I was happier for real Reach out through all my music, I can show you how I feel Explain it to the labels as they offer me a deal If I'm giving you my pain, I need more than half a mill Find peace, find peace, find peace, find peace Find peace, find peace, find peace, find peace Find peace Find peace Find peace, find peace, find peace, find peace Find peace, find peace, find peace, find peace Find peace Find peace Gunpoint doesn't scare you when you know you're the one Could hold my head to a gun, I'd rob its bullets for fun My vision's been a little different like I stared at the sun Riding shotty with my dad, I hope he's proud of his son Self sabotage, I can turn a theory to a fact without trying Kill my laugh and start crying, I just wanna be young Guess I peaked at seventeen, my only struggle is fun Now I'm fucking twenty-three, I'm tryna pattern my lungs I should take care of myself When the music's said and done, I'll probably care for my health But right now it's pipe down, tryna pattern some peace I can wake up in the morning by the skin of my teeth Couple voices in my head, wish they'd get a divorce Cause I'm jumping every hurdle but I'm dead on a horse I'm blind driving, hand behind my back with Mike Tyson Ever kill my fear then don't expect no remorse Find peace, find peace, find peace, find peace Find peace, find peace, find peace, find peace Find peace Find peace Find peace, find peace, find peace, find peace Find peace, find peace, find peace, find peace Find peace Find peace